tell me what it takes
- ClairVoyance IIUM
- 3 days ago
- 1 min read
Written by: Amirul Matters
Illustrated by: Franz Marc

the pretty pictures with your friends smiling
gleaming white teeth shining
and how everybody loves you
only in your convertible cadillac,
when did the light burn brighter for you?
why can't everybody love me the same way too?
are these hands made for loving too rough?
or can you only care for me when i cry
when i bleed to death to my demise
would you only love me when nobody else would
as i cling to your care like a dying pig,
for those pretty cries in your pretty cameras
for your bitch friends and their bitch laughs
i'll never be as pretty as you
i'll never matter to you,
with your tight crop tops
and high waisted jeans
shatter my mirror mirror on the wall
i'll never be as pretty as you,
10 more digicam pictures
with diamonds to bling
hold my bruised knuckles
and these pathetics attempts in ink,
tell me what it takes
because it won't be in these lines
as i etch my worries
they’ll fade as swiftly
you'll never make me matter,
so i’ll confide in my writes and wrongs
forever forsaken to sing these songs
but you don't care
you'll never make me matter,
sing me your lullaby
rest my head to sleep
kiss me with love
you'll never make me matter,
say my name in vain
and shoot me in the head
i can’t let you matter
i’ll never let you matter.
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